Rabbi Brian explain that sometimes to restore equilibrium after a wonderful event, we go to anxiety… perhaps this is why we have a hard time settling into the notion that (the) God (of our understanding) loves us?

Rabbi Brian explain that sometimes to restore equilibrium after a wonderful event, we go to anxiety… perhaps this is why we have a hard time settling into the notion that (the) God (of our understanding) loves us?
Beloved, In the past few weeks, some things—things that
Most nights, for the last few months, at 7pm—the time
Jane and I, engaged to be married in about six